Welcome Back, TR.

[Superchaos2585]

Oh no, I have no regrets. I have that "what happens shapes you" attitude myself, so I don't really regret anything. I look back sometimes on things like school, and think "Wow, that was stupid of me to leave," but I don't dwell on it.

I've always been interested in meditation, but I can never seem to slow down my mind enough to do so.

I've been a member of this clan for 3+ years, and I have to say, even though I've only met you recently, you may have the most in common with me of anyone I've known here. (Besides Patrick of course.)

Anyway, a lot of my problems are stemmed from just not having people to vent with at the proper times. Writing just doesn't do it for me. Things just get bottled when I can't talk things out with people. Right now I'm feeling better than I've felt in a while thanks to all this venting XD.

[BlackRain]

hah! Yeah, we all need a bit of venting every now and then. Wish I could vent like I want, but gratuitous amounts of sex and violence is hard to come by when you're underaged and living in America. >.<

[CrazyHobo]

piece of cake here in Estonia

[BlackRain]

Yes, well, we all know you're currently a lucky ****, so your opinion doesn't count. xD

[CrazyHobo]

oh, well seeing as how I'm a Black Dragon Agent, I'm an exception for the society's aspect.

I'm way too weird for local girls 

[CrazyHobo]

that too

[Parone92]

Yep, i wish i had been able to join a few years back, would've had more time to practice in school before. Now i only have 3 months to practice before i graduate, and i doubt i'll get anywhere significant 

[Twilightpersona]

I could never claim to know how you feel chaos but I have also lost pets and family members. My dog died of heart worms, My Grandmother died of Alzheimer disease, and a year later almost on the same day my Grandfather died of some sort of deadly poison circulating in his body. First they amputated his foot he got better for a while but then it got worse and he died. My Grandparents on my moms side of the family are slowly dying also. My Grandpa has insulin that he has to take twice a week if he doesn't he dies within a few days. And if he dies my Grandmother most likely won't last....she loves him to death. My family is tearing apart in front of me and there's not much I can do. In this way I think we could have a lot to talk about chaos.

[CrazyHobo]

I could never claim to know how you feel chaos but I have also lost pets and family members. My dog died of heart worms, My Grandmother died of Alzheimer disease, and a year later almost on the same day my Grandfather died of some sort of deadly poison circulating in his body. First they amputated his foot he got better for a while but then it got worse and he died. My Grandparents on my moms side of the family are slowly dying also. My Grandpa has insulin that he has to take twice a week if he doesn't he dies within a few days. And if he dies my Grandmother most likely won't last....she loves him to death. My family is tearing apart in front of me and there's not much I can do. In this way I think we could have a lot to talk about chaos.

While I have little experience in family loss as of yet, I may say that nothing happens for no reason. Sure, death is a sad thing to witness. But I try to see it as the begining of a new life. Souls reincarnate into new bodies. A new start, a new story.
I just hope you both will learn to understand the inevitability of death and accept it as the ending of your lives.
As for families falling apart....well, isn't that where you come in?

Yep, i wish i had been able to join a few years back, would've had more time to practice in school before. Now i only have 3 months to practice before i graduate, and i doubt i'll get anywhere significant 

It's never too late to start fighting for your life, mate.
It can be too late to win, but it's never too late to give out an epic whooping and die in a glorious blaze

But seriously, just keep following the Path. It's never too late to start.

[Twilightpersona]

I could never claim to know how you feel chaos but I have also lost pets and family members. My dog died of heart worms, My Grandmother died of Alzheimer disease, and a year later almost on the same day my Grandfather died of some sort of deadly poison circulating in his body. First they amputated his foot he got better for a while but then it got worse and he died. My Grandparents on my moms side of the family are slowly dying also. My Grandpa has insulin that he has to take twice a week if he doesn't he dies within a few days. And if he dies my Grandmother most likely won't last....she loves him to death. My family is tearing apart in front of me and there's not much I can do. In this way I think we could have a lot to talk about chaos.

While I have little experience in family loss as of yet, I may say that nothing happens for no reason. Sure, death is a sad thing to witness. But I try to see it as the begining of a new life. Souls reincarnate into new bodies. A new start, a new story.
I just hope you both will learn to understand the inevitability of death and accept it as the ending of your lives.
As for families falling apart....well, isn't that where you come in?

Yep, i wish i had been able to join a few years back, would've had more time to practice in school before. Now i only have 3 months to practice before i graduate, and i doubt i'll get anywhere significant 

It's never too late to start fighting for your life, mate.
It can be too late to win, but it's never too late to give out an epic whooping and die in a glorious blaze

But seriously, just keep following the Path. It's never too late to start.

Thanks Igor and that last part reminded me of the song it never too late which I think was by nickelback I'm not sure.

[Parone92]

No persona you're right, never to late by nickelback

[BlackRain]

The only song named 'Never Too Late' i know of is by Three Days Grace.

[CrazyHobo]

The only song named 'Never Too Late' i know of is by Three Days Grace.

same here, mate.
No idea about which song those two are talking about O_o

[Superchaos2585]

Igor, the more I think about things, the more I lose my beliefs.
First off, I was raised Roman Catholic, not totally hard core, but we sometimes go to church, and my great aunt is a nun and stuff.

Anyway, I'd love to believe in reincarnation and souls, I used to, but now I'm starting to think that death may lead to lack of existence. This is what has been causing my panic attacks. Not totally sure how to explain properly.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

[Twilightpersona]

Igor, the more I think about things, the more I lose my beliefs.
First off, I was raised Roman Catholic, not totally hard core, but we sometimes go to church, and my great aunt is a nun and stuff.

Anyway, I'd love to believe in reincarnation and souls, I used to, but now I'm starting to think that death may lead to lack of existence. This is what has been causing my panic attacks. Not totally sure how to explain properly.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

I try to believe in reincarnation so I feel as if I have something to look forward to.

The only song named 'Never Too Late' i know of is by Three Days Grace.

The only song named 'Never Too Late' i know of is by Three Days Grace.

same here, mate.
No idea about which song those two are talking about O_o

Yea I think you guys are right. I wasn't sure. But then I'm not sure what Parone is referring to.....XD