Igor, the more I think about things, the more I lose my beliefs.
First off, I was raised Roman Catholic, not totally hard core, but we sometimes go to church, and my great aunt is a nun and stuff.
Anyway, I'd love to believe in reincarnation and souls, I used to, but now I'm starting to think that death may lead to lack of existence. This is what has been causing my panic attacks. Not totally sure how to explain properly.