I could never claim to know how you feel chaos but I have also lost pets and family members. My dog died of heart worms, My Grandmother died of Alzheimer disease, and a year later almost on the same day my Grandfather died of some sort of deadly poison circulating in his body. First they amputated his foot he got better for a while but then it got worse and he died. My Grandparents on my moms side of the family are slowly dying also. My Grandpa has insulin that he has to take twice a week if he doesn't he dies within a few days. And if he dies my Grandmother most likely won't last....she loves him to death. My family is tearing apart in front of me and there's not much I can do. In this way I think we could have a lot to talk about chaos.