Message #40224

[CrazyHobo]

Part 2

27/09/2010  22:40:23  Игорь  Vorakull  the Archlord?
27/09/2010  22:40:37  Vorakull  Игорь  who else?
27/09/2010  22:40:49  Игорь  Vorakull  well, maybe a doppelganger?
27/09/2010  22:41:09  Vorakull  Игорь  I sent u an email long time ago
27/09/2010  22:41:14  Vorakull  Игорь  have you received it?
27/09/2010  22:41:28  Игорь  Vorakull  about what to redo in day 1?
27/09/2010  22:41:41  Vorakull  Игорь  yes
27/09/2010  22:41:49  Игорь  Vorakull  yes, that was done long ago
27/09/2010  22:41:56  Vorakull  Игорь  more than what to redo how to complete it
27/09/2010  22:42:16  Игорь  Vorakull  yeah, and then after that, things in life got out of control
27/09/2010  22:42:34  Vorakull  Игорь  how are you now?
27/09/2010  22:42:41  Игорь  Vorakull  hard to tell
27/09/2010  22:42:50  Игорь  Vorakull  I quit DF and all things related to it
27/09/2010  22:43:59  Vorakull  Игорь  are you willing to continue the sttory whenever you are up to?
27/09/2010  22:44:15  Игорь  Vorakull  sadly, no
27/09/2010  22:44:27  Игорь  Vorakull  I cant find any motivation to continue writing
27/09/2010  22:45:03  Vorakull  Игорь  well
27/09/2010  22:45:18  Vorakull  Игорь  the motivation should be to read the story complete
27/09/2010  22:45:29  Игорь  Vorakull  honestly, I dont know what happened
27/09/2010  22:45:35  Игорь  Vorakull  I cant even meditate anymore
27/09/2010  22:47:14  Игорь  Vorakull  that tantra you tought me. It doesnt work anymore
27/09/2010  22:47:24  Vorakull  Игорь  it always works
27/09/2010  22:47:31  Vorakull  Игорь  its your mind playing tricks
27/09/2010  22:48:29  Игорь  Vorakull  ok then, please educate me, because I feel, like I have gotten stray from the Dragon way >_>
27/09/2010  22:48:54  Vorakull  Игорь  you are feeling yourself as victim of your enviroment
27/09/2010  22:49:04  Игорь  Vorakull  exactly
27/09/2010  22:49:15  Vorakull  Игорь  while you must always have in mind its you who victimize yourself
27/09/2010  22:49:26  Vorakull  Игорь  exterior factors are always illusory
27/09/2010  22:49:36  Игорь  Vorakull  I know that, but I cant comprehend that
27/09/2010  22:50:15  Vorakull  Игорь  when you are willing to admit absolute responsability for all your acts and their consequences, you are ready to control every aspect of your life
27/09/2010  22:50:47  Игорь  Vorakull  and how do you tell, whether you are willing to admit?
27/09/2010  22:50:50  Vorakull  Игорь  see it this way, what you think you are is the 10% of what you really are
27/09/2010  22:51:08  Vorakull  Игорь  the 90% sparing is your subconciousness
27/09/2010  22:51:20  Vorakull  Игорь  there it resides your super self
27/09/2010  22:51:30  Vorakull  Игорь  which is immortal and wise
27/09/2010  22:51:46  Vorakull  Игорь  you are a mere puppet who last less than a second for your true self
27/09/2010  22:51:55  Vorakull  Игорь  it uses you to learn things he cant by himself
27/09/2010  22:52:14  Vorakull  Игорь  as He is so much pure, he can interact directly with this material realm
27/09/2010  22:52:17  Игорь  Vorakull  wait, so must I learn to shape myself into my true self, or must I learn to be it's slave?
27/09/2010  22:52:49  Vorakull  Игорь  you must learn to empty yourself from worries so he can achieve the mission
27/09/2010  22:52:52  Vorakull  Игорь  through you
27/09/2010  22:53:04  Vorakull  Игорь  you are merely the 10% of it
27/09/2010  22:53:11  Vorakull  Игорь  the rest, is not something apart from you
27/09/2010  22:53:20  Игорь  Vorakull  it's something hidden?
27/09/2010  22:53:30  Vorakull  Игорь  you hide it
27/09/2010  22:53:36  Vorakull  Игорь  you was wiser when you were a child
27/09/2010  22:53:38  Vorakull  Игорь  but yes
27/09/2010  22:53:41  Vorakull  Игорь  part of the mission
27/09/2010  22:53:46  Vorakull  Игорь  is forgeting the objetive
27/09/2010  22:54:05  Vorakull  Игорь  so you dont avoi or ignore all aspects not directly related to your current mission
27/09/2010  22:54:10  Vorakull  Игорь  and so, you learn better
27/09/2010  22:54:15  Игорь  Vorakull  I thought the mission was to eventually move on to the next step of evolution through reincarnation
27/09/2010  22:54:36  Vorakull  Игорь  you are already there
27/09/2010  22:54:38  Vorakull  Игорь  already dead
27/09/2010  22:54:45  Vorakull  Игорь  your life has a meaning
27/09/2010  22:54:49  Vorakull  Игорь  to earn something specific
27/09/2010  22:55:02  Vorakull  Игорь  thats why you chosed to born how you did
27/09/2010  22:56:28  Vorakull  Игорь  read lobsang rampa
27/09/2010  22:56:33  Vorakull  Игорь  I left a link on the forum
27/09/2010  22:56:34  Игорь  Vorakull  read the first book
27/09/2010  22:56:39  Vorakull  Игорь  you liked it?
27/09/2010  22:56:40  Игорь  Vorakull  already saved the all on my PC
27/09/2010  22:56:50  Игорь  Vorakull  yes, I adored it. Read the whole thing in one night
27/09/2010  22:56:55  Vorakull  Игорь  really?
27/09/2010  22:56:59  Игорь  Vorakull  well, no
27/09/2010  22:57:03  Vorakull  Игорь  I used to read one every two days
27/09/2010  22:57:06  Игорь  Vorakull  only the first quarter
27/09/2010  22:57:20  Игорь  Vorakull  then school started and I forgot about it >_>
27/09/2010  22:57:30  Vorakull  Игорь  well, read them all
27/09/2010  22:57:46  Vorakull  Игорь  and dare to practice the exercises he presents
27/09/2010  22:57:51  Игорь  Vorakull  ok, but then what? I still cant meditate
27/09/2010  22:58:00  Vorakull  Игорь  dont you worry
27/09/2010  22:58:04  Vorakull  Игорь  just read those books
27/09/2010  22:58:26  Vorakull  Игорь  they will gradually guide you to equilibrium
27/09/2010  22:58:51  Игорь  Vorakull  I do hope so. But sure as hell doesnt sound right to me, to rely on something, other then myself >_>
27/09/2010  22:59:14  Vorakull  Игорь  its a guide
27/09/2010  22:59:23  Vorakull  Игорь  nothing artificial
27/09/2010  22:59:32  Игорь  Vorakull  well, if you put it that way
27/09/2010  22:59:48  Vorakull  Игорь  it will depend on you, ultimately, what you do with that information
27/09/2010  23:00:02  Игорь  Vorakull  ok, just one more question
27/09/2010  23:00:38  Игорь  Vorakull  I have recently discovered, that my emotions occasionally take control of me. Is there any chance those books will help me make it the other way around? If not, what can help my situation?
27/09/2010  23:01:21  Vorakull  Игорь  those books contains all the information you may require to perform everything you cant now
27/09/2010  23:01:44  Vorakull  Игорь  I could suggest you several kind of exercises, but I also have to tell you its a process
27/09/2010  23:01:55  Vorakull  Игорь  start remembering something that makes you really happy
27/09/2010  23:02:07  Vorakull  Игорь  and remember your gesture and chemistry
27/09/2010  23:02:20  Vorakull  Игорь  then think on something it makes you sad, or ungry
27/09/2010  23:02:34  Vorakull  Игорь  but force yourself to use your "happy configuration"
27/09/2010  23:02:46  Vorakull  Игорь  youll feel a change
27/09/2010  23:02:52  Игорь  Vorakull  think of good, then switch to bad, while being in the good mood?
27/09/2010  23:02:59  Vorakull  Игорь  yes
27/09/2010  23:03:02  Vorakull  Игорь  and then
27/09/2010  23:03:08  Vorakull  Игорь  when something bad happens to you
27/09/2010  23:03:13  Vorakull  Игорь  you re activate it
27/09/2010  23:03:34  Vorakull  Игорь  you simply act as you did on your best moments
27/09/2010  23:03:43  Vorakull  Игорь  you can also do it backwards
27/09/2010  23:03:52  Игорь  Vorakull  and what will that result in?
27/09/2010  23:03:54  Vorakull  Игорь  using your shitty configuration on good moments
27/09/2010  23:04:00  Vorakull  Игорь  so you achieve a balance
27/09/2010  23:04:22  Vorakull  Игорь  remember, the wisedom is located at the middle point of every spectre of oposites
27/09/2010  23:04:45  Игорь  Vorakull  so the ultimate goal is to be cold hearted and cunning?
27/09/2010  23:04:52  Vorakull  Игорь  something like that
27/09/2010  23:05:13  Vorakull  Игорь  you will learn to create the perfect contexts to let your feelings get loose
27/09/2010  23:05:17  Vorakull  Игорь  but never to extremes
27/09/2010  23:05:30  Vorakull  Игорь  the objetive is to remain calm no matter the external situation
27/09/2010  23:06:03  Игорь  Vorakull  thank you for the instructions. now the final questions. What happens with the story about Hobo's diary?
27/09/2010  23:06:16  Vorakull  Игорь  ll see what to do
27/09/2010  23:06:18  Vorakull  Игорь  Ihave to go now
27/09/2010  23:06:22  Игорь  Vorakull  so do I
27/09/2010  23:06:27  Vorakull  Игорь  see ya then
27/09/2010  23:06:31  Игорь  Vorakull  until next time, V