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Posted by: Parone92
« on: May 02, 2012, 05:03:51 am »The story is from a few conversations between Vora and Igor, and is styled from Sun Tzu.
"Nothing happens by chance or better stated, by casuality. all is causality, everything we are, the conjunction of thoughts, intentions, feelings, is a vibration as an ecuation .that vibration in particular, always changing, constantly moves through reality, with is also vibrations, by rejecting and attracting other vibrations so everything that seems to happen to you, and everyone you meet, and all those who youll find feel about you are merely a reflection of yourself. sometimes having a good imagination causes rejection from outside. what you can always choose is to damage yourself from the inside or protecting.
If you don't feel like you have a choice, know that you always have infinite choices at future, buy only a very few are correct and yo have none choice at past, so acept it and use it as information. you are flowing, be active. the less you try to change your curse the more youll suffer. we all have a perfect path to follow, we just dont listen to our inner guide. but theres a pure voice trying to make you understand whats the best course of action the problem is you cant listen to it because its in the middle of thousands of other voices you should learn to shut up.
identify and subjugate all the ghosts voices, those ghosts that represents the impresions others made on you, from parents, teachers, friends, enemies, girls, etc. kick their asses and put them in a dungeon the only voice remaining will be the superior one, the superself, linked to the Dragon's spirit. the dragon spirit would be an infinite source of energy, of willpower, which nurse the superself of all its followers. a way to unify all the superselves. making a clan as if one person . we are agents of the dragon spirit, manifesting his existence he gives us energy in return, and that energy fuels willpower, discipline and awareness?
Now, say you're driven by an emotion, for example the feeling of hate. your hate is always toward yourself, your hate nurse your "shadow" like an antiego . our own demon which destroy us. never give another person such importance as to hate him. that should be a priviledge nobody deserves .
think about this, if you hate someone you are giving that person protagonism in your life . you would be allowing him/her/it to be even more important than you. you dont need to hate, hate is cancer, you only need to reflex about how you allowed something from outside to overcome you , how weak you still are, and how to solve that and how to reckoning. avenge your dignity, but with cold heart and ordered mind.
Now , say for exercise, you may use rage and hatred that is built up in you to work harder, try to steer away from that. See the advantages of the "middle way or "empty mind". if you need those thoughts and feelings to excersice you are attaching them to what you do so you rely on them, thats wrong . do it because you can, thats willpower . the objetive of exercise shouldnt be neither health, or appareance improvements, nor burning strong emotions. the objetive of exercising should always be exercising per se, that's discipline. you do it because you do it. Anything else is a problem, something that shouldn't be. Be sure to put enthusiasm into it though, but empty your motives, your reasons. you don't need a motive, a reason, to feel enthusiasm about physical exercising.you don't need mental pictures to push yourself harder. You only need to be your own superior.
You should make yourself go forward, like shout to yourself "keep going" as an invisible military superior who doesnt allow you to indulge when tired or depressed dont rely on inner ****, bad emeories, frustrations and other negative feelings to push you forward order yourself to work hard. That's the only way you will be able to be your own boss in life, otherwise you'll always rely on others.
Now, wouldn't that make you a lone wolf? the way i see it, we are all alone. always beleiving you're not is to be trapped in the illusion. You don't choose to be alone or not, you choose to accept it or to evade the awareness. That's what diversion means, to deflect attention. Accepting you are alone is what gives you the caine mark, and what cause fear on those who will not accept their own loneliness, and it will attract the kind of persons youll want to meet.
But what about love couples, are they also alone? well ask yourself is one inside the other are their thoughts and feelings the same? or merely compatible for a time. are those two people...one people? even more important when they die, who is inside that mind dying? we are born alone and die alone, it's our natural state. partnership is a distraction.\. sometimes the distraction is ok because we are here to learn, but you shouldn't forget it, and that will make you unique.
when a group of people stick together all the time, they're still alone and confuse themselves into thinking they're not. they unify their subconciousness into a collectivity, contributing with a promedial mind, giving away the individuality for the duration of mass hystery , they sacrifice individuality. the more people claiming the same, the stronger the adrenaline and endorphine rush. both natural drugs provokes strenght, uninhibition and pleasure, but it disallows us to react different from the collective subconciouss pulse, and impulse . thats what zombies are, one collective subconciousness, working as one subject, using each body as an agent, how we fight them we became a sum of strong individuals united by a superior agent which doesnt permit us to indulge into human weakness.
So when people stick together, as long as they cant disattach from the need to be part of a group they are, they need to feel the belong, they only are turly themselves when they are not reunited as a group . thats why you must accept your loneliness, not with resignation nor resentment but with dignity - "Poor he who depends on others to find its pleasure", you can't give anything to others you dont give to yourself firsthand.
If you are feeling yourself as victim of your enviroment what you must always have in mind its you who victimize yourself, exterior factors are always illusory. when you are willing to admit absolute responsability for all your acts and their consequences, you are ready to control every aspect of your life.
what you think you are is the 10% of what you really are, the 90% sparing is your subconciousness. there it resides your super self, which is immortal and wise. you are a mere puppet who last less than a second for your true self it uses you to learn things he cant by himself . as He is so much pure, he can interact directly with this material realm. you must learn to empty yourself from worries so he can achieve the mission through you. remember you are merely the 10% of it, the rest is not something apart of you.
Part of the mission is forgetting the objective so you don't avoid or ignore all aspects not directly related to your current mission, and so you learn better. The mission is to move on to the next step of evolution through reincarnation, but you may not realize you are already there, already dead. your life has a meaning, to earn something specific. thats why you chosed to born how you did. if you need help, read lobsang rampa, read them all and dare to practice the exercises he presents . they will gradually guide you to equilibrium , but don't rely on them. Remember it is nothing more than a guide, nothing artificial. it will depend on you, ultimately, what you do with that information.
If you have trouble dealing with your emotions, I could suggest you several kind of exercises, but I also have to tell you its a process. start remembering something that makes you really happy, and remember your gesture and chemistry. then think on something it makes you sad, or angry but force yourself to use your "happy configuration". You'll feel a change. when something bad happens to you, you activate it, and you simply act as you did on your best moments. you can also do it backwards, resulting in you using your shitty configuration on good moments so you acheive a balance. Remember, the wisedom is located at the middle point of every spectre of opposites. you will learn to create the perfect contexts to let your feelings get loose, but never to extremes, the objective is to remain calm no matter the external situation.
If you havent heard about eros and thanos, those are the greek names for the god of life and the god of death, from those names derives the words erotic and thanatic. the more intense one of those tendecies is the more it sinercly nurses the other.
try to imagine when nobody has a body, a mind with no need of words. I would never suicide myself, its the worst sin. but Im not afraid of dying through my learning route , but to suicide is the worst sin because you are personally interrupting your own "big plan".
you must empty your self to become your real self. he is your maximun potential, yourself on "angel mode". you empty yourself disciplining your mind to silence the voices. when you hush all the voices in your head, youll be one with your superself. voices of your dreams, of people you find interesting, of girls you want to have sex with. those are the voices, and your parents voices, and the voices of all the people you've met, and the people you imagine you could met, and the voices that sounds like your own, that must be silenced.
your head is a constant chaotic party, make them hush when you want. find the interruptor, the switch to develop the ability to turn on and off our voices and other systems .
sometimes, you may find yourself asking yourself questions like "why was I born?", "What is the meaning of life?" and other non-sense. its part of the plan you ignore those things. try not to distract your mind so much, channel your impulses to production or creativity, discipline yourself to be above non programmed impulses. and how do you tell the difference between a non-programmed and programmed impulse? program your possible reactions to extreme circumstances and reserve your energy on diary situations because you are aware of your programmed impulses you visualize them before doing them, that's the point on programming one self.
true love never focus on specifics, is universal, and you can feel it for yourself . love for one person is always delusional, true love don't let anything out, because you are what you conceive. if you conceive something, and you don't love it you're not loving a part of yourself. the part that conceives it true love is a state .
we are extremely sensitive persons, we love humankind so much, we want them to free themselves from this rotten culture and dangerous bodies. the best of being human is the chance of transcend being human.
"collectivity sucks, individualism rules"
better to be individualistic, then to become part of the mass, even if you lose everything in the way. accept your loneliness, treasure it. fight for it, don't let them take it away from you. is everything you got. preserve your freedom of creativity, always act according your interest.
mix technic with innocence and you'll be fine. learn how innocence is pervert it, and be innocent anyway. you still have a world o sensualism to uncover for yourself everything and everyone around are tools for you to explore yourself . just learn how to be useful to others so its fair. there is not a worse judge than ourselves
"poor the one who depends on others to find his pleasure" .
you know whats the best moment to laugh? when it's ironic, but to the extreme. when everything goes absurdly wrong, when all your plans are destroyed, when you lose everything, that's the best moment to laugh. think about it, for the same reason being serious is the best reaction to triumph and achievements, avoid being serious, don't act for others, act for yourself. it's your movie, your play. if you act for yourself by being joyful, restrain being joyful call the contrary feeling. nurse from the envy from others, smile for yourself with a bit of malice and take it as a sign you're doing things well."
"Nothing happens by chance or better stated, by casuality. all is causality, everything we are, the conjunction of thoughts, intentions, feelings, is a vibration as an ecuation .that vibration in particular, always changing, constantly moves through reality, with is also vibrations, by rejecting and attracting other vibrations so everything that seems to happen to you, and everyone you meet, and all those who youll find feel about you are merely a reflection of yourself. sometimes having a good imagination causes rejection from outside. what you can always choose is to damage yourself from the inside or protecting.
If you don't feel like you have a choice, know that you always have infinite choices at future, buy only a very few are correct and yo have none choice at past, so acept it and use it as information. you are flowing, be active. the less you try to change your curse the more youll suffer. we all have a perfect path to follow, we just dont listen to our inner guide. but theres a pure voice trying to make you understand whats the best course of action the problem is you cant listen to it because its in the middle of thousands of other voices you should learn to shut up.
identify and subjugate all the ghosts voices, those ghosts that represents the impresions others made on you, from parents, teachers, friends, enemies, girls, etc. kick their asses and put them in a dungeon the only voice remaining will be the superior one, the superself, linked to the Dragon's spirit. the dragon spirit would be an infinite source of energy, of willpower, which nurse the superself of all its followers. a way to unify all the superselves. making a clan as if one person . we are agents of the dragon spirit, manifesting his existence he gives us energy in return, and that energy fuels willpower, discipline and awareness?
Now, say you're driven by an emotion, for example the feeling of hate. your hate is always toward yourself, your hate nurse your "shadow" like an antiego . our own demon which destroy us. never give another person such importance as to hate him. that should be a priviledge nobody deserves .
think about this, if you hate someone you are giving that person protagonism in your life . you would be allowing him/her/it to be even more important than you. you dont need to hate, hate is cancer, you only need to reflex about how you allowed something from outside to overcome you , how weak you still are, and how to solve that and how to reckoning. avenge your dignity, but with cold heart and ordered mind.
Now , say for exercise, you may use rage and hatred that is built up in you to work harder, try to steer away from that. See the advantages of the "middle way or "empty mind". if you need those thoughts and feelings to excersice you are attaching them to what you do so you rely on them, thats wrong . do it because you can, thats willpower . the objetive of exercise shouldnt be neither health, or appareance improvements, nor burning strong emotions. the objetive of exercising should always be exercising per se, that's discipline. you do it because you do it. Anything else is a problem, something that shouldn't be. Be sure to put enthusiasm into it though, but empty your motives, your reasons. you don't need a motive, a reason, to feel enthusiasm about physical exercising.you don't need mental pictures to push yourself harder. You only need to be your own superior.
You should make yourself go forward, like shout to yourself "keep going" as an invisible military superior who doesnt allow you to indulge when tired or depressed dont rely on inner ****, bad emeories, frustrations and other negative feelings to push you forward order yourself to work hard. That's the only way you will be able to be your own boss in life, otherwise you'll always rely on others.
Now, wouldn't that make you a lone wolf? the way i see it, we are all alone. always beleiving you're not is to be trapped in the illusion. You don't choose to be alone or not, you choose to accept it or to evade the awareness. That's what diversion means, to deflect attention. Accepting you are alone is what gives you the caine mark, and what cause fear on those who will not accept their own loneliness, and it will attract the kind of persons youll want to meet.
But what about love couples, are they also alone? well ask yourself is one inside the other are their thoughts and feelings the same? or merely compatible for a time. are those two people...one people? even more important when they die, who is inside that mind dying? we are born alone and die alone, it's our natural state. partnership is a distraction.\. sometimes the distraction is ok because we are here to learn, but you shouldn't forget it, and that will make you unique.
when a group of people stick together all the time, they're still alone and confuse themselves into thinking they're not. they unify their subconciousness into a collectivity, contributing with a promedial mind, giving away the individuality for the duration of mass hystery , they sacrifice individuality. the more people claiming the same, the stronger the adrenaline and endorphine rush. both natural drugs provokes strenght, uninhibition and pleasure, but it disallows us to react different from the collective subconciouss pulse, and impulse . thats what zombies are, one collective subconciousness, working as one subject, using each body as an agent, how we fight them we became a sum of strong individuals united by a superior agent which doesnt permit us to indulge into human weakness.
So when people stick together, as long as they cant disattach from the need to be part of a group they are, they need to feel the belong, they only are turly themselves when they are not reunited as a group . thats why you must accept your loneliness, not with resignation nor resentment but with dignity - "Poor he who depends on others to find its pleasure", you can't give anything to others you dont give to yourself firsthand.
If you are feeling yourself as victim of your enviroment what you must always have in mind its you who victimize yourself, exterior factors are always illusory. when you are willing to admit absolute responsability for all your acts and their consequences, you are ready to control every aspect of your life.
what you think you are is the 10% of what you really are, the 90% sparing is your subconciousness. there it resides your super self, which is immortal and wise. you are a mere puppet who last less than a second for your true self it uses you to learn things he cant by himself . as He is so much pure, he can interact directly with this material realm. you must learn to empty yourself from worries so he can achieve the mission through you. remember you are merely the 10% of it, the rest is not something apart of you.
Part of the mission is forgetting the objective so you don't avoid or ignore all aspects not directly related to your current mission, and so you learn better. The mission is to move on to the next step of evolution through reincarnation, but you may not realize you are already there, already dead. your life has a meaning, to earn something specific. thats why you chosed to born how you did. if you need help, read lobsang rampa, read them all and dare to practice the exercises he presents . they will gradually guide you to equilibrium , but don't rely on them. Remember it is nothing more than a guide, nothing artificial. it will depend on you, ultimately, what you do with that information.
If you have trouble dealing with your emotions, I could suggest you several kind of exercises, but I also have to tell you its a process. start remembering something that makes you really happy, and remember your gesture and chemistry. then think on something it makes you sad, or angry but force yourself to use your "happy configuration". You'll feel a change. when something bad happens to you, you activate it, and you simply act as you did on your best moments. you can also do it backwards, resulting in you using your shitty configuration on good moments so you acheive a balance. Remember, the wisedom is located at the middle point of every spectre of opposites. you will learn to create the perfect contexts to let your feelings get loose, but never to extremes, the objective is to remain calm no matter the external situation.
If you havent heard about eros and thanos, those are the greek names for the god of life and the god of death, from those names derives the words erotic and thanatic. the more intense one of those tendecies is the more it sinercly nurses the other.
try to imagine when nobody has a body, a mind with no need of words. I would never suicide myself, its the worst sin. but Im not afraid of dying through my learning route , but to suicide is the worst sin because you are personally interrupting your own "big plan".
you must empty your self to become your real self. he is your maximun potential, yourself on "angel mode". you empty yourself disciplining your mind to silence the voices. when you hush all the voices in your head, youll be one with your superself. voices of your dreams, of people you find interesting, of girls you want to have sex with. those are the voices, and your parents voices, and the voices of all the people you've met, and the people you imagine you could met, and the voices that sounds like your own, that must be silenced.
your head is a constant chaotic party, make them hush when you want. find the interruptor, the switch to develop the ability to turn on and off our voices and other systems .
sometimes, you may find yourself asking yourself questions like "why was I born?", "What is the meaning of life?" and other non-sense. its part of the plan you ignore those things. try not to distract your mind so much, channel your impulses to production or creativity, discipline yourself to be above non programmed impulses. and how do you tell the difference between a non-programmed and programmed impulse? program your possible reactions to extreme circumstances and reserve your energy on diary situations because you are aware of your programmed impulses you visualize them before doing them, that's the point on programming one self.
true love never focus on specifics, is universal, and you can feel it for yourself . love for one person is always delusional, true love don't let anything out, because you are what you conceive. if you conceive something, and you don't love it you're not loving a part of yourself. the part that conceives it true love is a state .
we are extremely sensitive persons, we love humankind so much, we want them to free themselves from this rotten culture and dangerous bodies. the best of being human is the chance of transcend being human.
"collectivity sucks, individualism rules"
better to be individualistic, then to become part of the mass, even if you lose everything in the way. accept your loneliness, treasure it. fight for it, don't let them take it away from you. is everything you got. preserve your freedom of creativity, always act according your interest.
mix technic with innocence and you'll be fine. learn how innocence is pervert it, and be innocent anyway. you still have a world o sensualism to uncover for yourself everything and everyone around are tools for you to explore yourself . just learn how to be useful to others so its fair. there is not a worse judge than ourselves
"poor the one who depends on others to find his pleasure" .
you know whats the best moment to laugh? when it's ironic, but to the extreme. when everything goes absurdly wrong, when all your plans are destroyed, when you lose everything, that's the best moment to laugh. think about it, for the same reason being serious is the best reaction to triumph and achievements, avoid being serious, don't act for others, act for yourself. it's your movie, your play. if you act for yourself by being joyful, restrain being joyful call the contrary feeling. nurse from the envy from others, smile for yourself with a bit of malice and take it as a sign you're doing things well."